So, for you who still tuned in my blog, huge appreciation to you because I took a literal 3 week hiatus for the finals exam, which went pretty well, but I felt guilty for taking so much time off, especially since finals ended I don't really do much around anymore, I just kind of procrastinated every routine I'm supposed to be doing (e.g. showering, don't get me wrong, I still shower once in a while but not as often as I used to), and it's destroying my mental and physical health. I can't do more that 40 push-ups and I felt so weak. I felt the need to get on the right track again but I'm still stuck on the idea, I didn't take the actions that needed to be done to achieve that yet. All I did this week is get up, play video games, listen to music, and watch a whole bunch of TV shows. I know it's so unproductive and I'm actually just developing a bad habit, but I can't help it. It's the time of the year where I got to relax, and not think about anything like school assignments, extracurricular attendance, and studying. I finally got to do stuff I truly liked, or so I thought.
All this free time is confusing me. I have to choose between developing my hobbies (which I had a lot of, for example practice playing bass guitar, learn some new skateboarding tricks, practice my sewing skills, and read a book that I haven't finished), or relax and play around (play video games all day, and watch TV shows all day) which seems like the most intriguing option, because when else are you going to have this much free time to laze around and play video games all day? But then again, developing my hobbies could be the better choice because I also don't have enough time to develop that in a normal week. So I'm pretty much cornered in a wall full of options to pick. However, there seems to be one more option appeared out of the blue.
My cousin who lives far away from me is visiting my homeland and me and my sister planned a wonderful weekend full of going outs and sleepover activities, and we're excited. But are we going to just toss the two options that we had earlier? I don't know. And I think I will figure this out.
But that's all for this week's post. Apologies if it's shorter than usual because I've been having both art block and writers block and it's absolutely killing me, I don't know what to write and what to draw and I can't seem to figure out how to write and draw like I used to. I think I'm going through a style change and you're here to witness it, so stay tuned for the next one~
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